love love love

had a lovely chat with christina today at her place. talked about lots of things... missing the good old days of having our usual talking sessions in our room or her room into the wee hours of the night. oh i also remember nights just sitting and talking in imran's room...that was loads of fun too. imran can be so feminine sometimes..hahaha...that's what happens when a guy spends almost everyday in the presence of 3 females. next year i'll be back in melbourne but things are going to be so different! going to learn to adapt to living with my cousin. no more late night chatting. no more friends being a door away. haih...just got to adapt to the changes. but there is one thing i am looking very much forward to...the start of uni!!!! i am officially a student of the University of Melbourne!! I AM A UNI STUDENT! woohooo!! sounds so mature now...

food for thought... is loving someone of the opposite sex at this time and age really love? is living and breathing for a guy now worth it? what happens to a couple of this age? i mean after the courting and all..what happens? can't be marridge....then what? i think if we do get into a relationship at this age we should approach the whole thing with a very open and objective mind...mature mind. think before feeling. i mean it's sad but practical. there will be break ups and make ups. to not hurt or fall into the pits of despair, ruling our feelings with the head instead of the heart is the most appropriate approach to this boy girl relationship stuff. but then again it's easier said then done. just bear one thing in mind...the future of your life is more important and not worth getting screwed up over one person whom u'll most likely will not be spending your entire life with. it's just not worth it.

enough about the soppy stuff in life. love (as in bgr love) will remain an empty word for me until i have accomplished what i have set out to do and finally decide to settle down.

enough rambling....oh here's a chinese new year wish to all who celebrates it GONG XI FA CAI! until my next update....paint the world red this year with the happiness in us!

holidays....

my mind has not been in active mode until now...haha...so i'm updating my blog! been busy meeting people and catching up on stuff. went to s'pore for christmas and had a blast. oh before s'pore went to lumut and i have finally gotten a tan back! i was so disgustingly fair before this! one downfall of studying in melbourne...losing my tan! i've added the link to the pics i took there. just click on the link at the next table thingy...scroll down it and u shall find the link...

the past year has been simply eventful...good and bad. well..the tsunami disaster was not a good ending to the year but..i believe that it happened for a reason. pretty hard for me to explain myself on the blog...i think God ( or the mightier being) made this disaster happen to slap mankind in the face...to make man see that all the war and focus on terrorism that has been escalating throughout the year is so meaningless and a waste of life. i believe this disaster happened to divert the wasted energy on something meaningless to something more humane and meaningful...saving lives instead of killing. my deepest condolences to everyone who has lost family or friends to the massive tidal wave.

i think this is enough said....till my next update...a year of events, a year of memories, a year of change, another year awaits...