May 21, 2005

you

you are the one who makes me happy
when everything else turns to grey
yours is the voice that wakes me morning
and send me out into the day
you are the crowd that sits quiet listening to me
and all the mad sense i make
you are one of the few things worth remembering
and since it's all true how can anyone mean more to me than you

sorry that sometimes i look past you
there's noone beyond your eyes
inside my head the wheels are turning
yet sometimes i'm not so wise
you are my heart and my soul, my inspiration
just like the old love song goes
you are one of the few things worth remembering
and since it's all true
how can anyone mean more to me than you

you are my heart and my soul, my inspration
just like the old love song goes
you are one of the few things worth remembering
and since it's all true
how could anyone mean more to me than you

~the carpenters~


i dedicate this song to everyone i know...who has withstood my nonsense and mood swings and to all that have understood me. :)

till the next update...friends are kindred spirits.

May 01, 2005

reasoning without reason

let's see...so far my days have been filled with rehearsal after rehearsal and feeling butterflies in my tummy everytime i think of the coming wednesday. the emotional and physical stress of being involved in a play...but still loving it! i complain but love. isn't that what humans are about? i have discovered that in certain cases when people complain they actually in fact love what they are doing. i think this also applies to relationships. i mean i look at my grandparents and parents. they argue, complain about one another, bicker...but yet there is this attraction between them which still overpowers all the negativity...love. interesting... that was totally random.

attended a dance social the other night. enjoyed myself so much! wondering whether i should take my bronze medal exam... seems easy. we shall see. can't wait for the year end dinner and dance. everyone will be all dressed up and having fun on the dance floor!!

my brain is in a blank at the moment. cannot think of anythigin interesting to post. i am currently numb from any emotion and any pondering thoughts which have been bothering me. my brain is currently in comatose. haha..CHOI! ok..it's not in comatose..it's just that i can't be bothered to think or feel anything at the moment. it's just useless. uselessness is hopelessness...and i ave no idea where that came from...

right..i think this post has reached its limit in nonsensical reasoning.

till my next update...be true to ur heart.